Waking up to Indian Ocean music probably is just the best thing. As is, waking up with sunlight beaming in your face and birds chirping hitting your ears like Hans Zimmer music. What's bad is when None of this happens. 

Welcome to a Friday where one's got many events planned. I'm sure none of my readers really cared but I'm sorry, for not writing for 2 weeks. Don't know why and how, one's whims & fancies always seem to take a setback many a times. 

It's all too fucked up, interest towards a thing fades away like it never existed. What IS good, is Smokes. It pisses me off when a person goes to watch a movie and he's shown those stupid ads where a Dad coughs, his daughter looks at him, BAM! Aaj se Sutta Band. 

Kuch bhi boss. This's what we've been saying ever since we took our First drag. 

Sudden craving for brownies dude. But then,Time to Workout. 

I swear, Holy shit! My workouts have never been better. Having a great time at the gym. 

Okay so this kicks in suddenly, I feel, I write like a Juvenile 8 year old, had he ever Had a blog. 

To get my self esteem lowered, and to end this,I'd quote a friend of mine.

"Girls are to Us, what Leonardo DiCaprio is to oscars."

Here's hoping he doesn't read this. 

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Give me a title.

Why is it that when you're having a Great, Great buildup to your birthday, something just Has to fuck it up, Right at the end. 

Screwballs are abundant in ones life. However, they come in Various shapes and sizes, colors..And Faces. You never know Who can Ever stand up to you and ruin your day, Bam in your face! 

The Silver Lining to these last few days was..well, the fact that the FIFA World Cup is Still On, and two, Ek Villain releases today. One of The most amazing movies of this year. Who'd Have thought an actor like Riteish Deshmukh, could don such a Menacing character?! Well, It Almost does justice to it's parent Korean Film 'I saw the Devil' and KRK's Cameo to top it all. W.o.W 

So..it's my 17th Birthday in..5 days from today. I feel happy, because well, It's the first time in my life that I'll be throwing a Proper Birthday Party. For everybody I know. I'm kinda unhappy cause it's 17. I mean..who wants to turn 17! Why can't we just hop to 18?! A driving license, a Legal access to Nightclubs. Oh well, Until July '15. 

Meeting your beloved, clicking pictures even when you know you resemble Camel Poop, it's all a part of  what one would call Happiness, isn't it? 

Personally, I've been trying to kick the Stick away, and like Many, Failed. If anybody reads this, can you Please give me SOME ADVICE, on how to do it? It Kills, haha. 

It's quite a memorable experience when you have a couple of your friends counting down to your birthday, and Boy. The Joy when they wish you, all along.

Somehow, we're all prisoners. Captivated in the Jails of our reality. Bound by the constant nagging of everybody around, so fed up, that sometimes, Even the slightest amount of laughter, Fake as it is, will make you feel Lighter. 

As they say, we all search for someone whose demons play well with ours.

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Uno Dos Tres!

Day 5. 

Forced to wake up at 12 PM, while you're dreaming about the most awesome thing you can imagine of, kinda ticks you off, right in the beginning of the day. Anyhow, we've got to start right? As always, you never can judge a day on how it appears. I mean..yeah, you're up and fresh but..Poor Dream. 

So a quick shower, messy hairstyle,' (Why do people feel guys aren't fussy about their hair?) and quick lunch too, all on time just so you've to hit the gym. It all sounds really nice but trust me. You need a reality check on that. 

Working out these days has been really different, you Know exactly what you're upto, and what your goal is. What's life without ambitions? Stupid right? On how the most lethargic Individual speaks to you about Ambitions? Lord! What a screwball.

Yes, that's my word of the day, Screwball. Business too, seems exciting, we're planning to start the site and make it up and running in about 2-3 days. Money..God, the smell of it! 

Then? Like yesterday, it's all a bloody downfall, but I came to know today, that a Java Chip Frappecino can really really improve your mood, oh and so can Ice Cream. I've had to resort to these means because it's been a while that I've quit smoking. 

Love really takes a toll on your mind. And women! GOD! Who the hell can understand a woman? Honestly, sometimes I feel not even a woman can understand herself. All those other women, they're all there for those tiny little brownie points. It's as if..there's a Huge, Huge race going on. 

It's always as if you're bound, why is it that your mind never seems to be free? Ever. Never is it that you're always free. Independence is a Double Standardized term, It Is. 

Your life, my friend, is the one bound by a gazillion shackles. Is That how you feel? 

Well then my friend, You've Got To Unleash. 

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Chavanbhai becomes a blogger

A game of Pool, that's all that required really, for 2 men to bond together. However, at quite a few junctures, it might just turn sour if you're losing All the bloody games. 

Discussing about a very, very exciting prospect regarding 3 stars. 2 Actors and a Singer, discussing about a movie, a short one at that. Kinda compels you to think, is Mimicry that easy of a job? Just because You do it, doesn't mean everybody can.  Light moments like these, get me through in life, or for a day. It's not much that I ask for, in a friend. Make me forget all my problems for a while, and you own me. Make me Laugh, spread a smile across my face and I'm sure to do the same. 

We then sojourn to a place where you forget your memories as you inhale the smoke, and exhale it along with All the stupid minuscule problems in life. Does that help? Personally, Yes.

All this said and done, Your mind still ponders over that one person, who steals your heart away, who you see, as someone so gorgeous that she'd be no Match to Anybody on this earth. 

Everything in the perfect place, and yet, we're left to feel that this world is full of imperfections, that haunt you every moment, Snatching away those Light moments away from you. Hell! Love's a dreaded bond. And man is 'Stupidly Smart', if I may, to get enticed by this bond. 

Drifting back to the previous "inhale the good, exhale the bull" part, smoking after ages, seems like a good option, to get stuff off your mind. 

An individual's never happy, is he? For he yearns and yearns and yearns..Only to get what he deserves. But ultimately, ask yourself a question when you get what you yearn for. The question, my friend, is, "Are you really Happy?" 

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